12 November 2006


T-Day Plans with the New Family

Dh worked up the nerve to call his Grandpa last night.
We're going up there for Thanksgiving. There will be crowds of relatives.
This is a good thing. It's a very good thing. For dh, for our daughter, even for me(since my family is mostly fucking psychotic)
And I am terrified.

I hate meeting new people, I hate being surrounded by crowds of strangers, I just hate it.....
I tend to freeze up and get all monosyllabic. It's horrible. It's like Me gets trapped inside this no personality, boring, gray person.

I'm not going to mention this to dh, because, well, not going to rain on his parade. But I am so flipping nervous already...

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